Spirit Prayer!

My spirit cries in lonliness my heart is heavy in my chest,where is my connection to Mother Earth how very far I have strayed.
Where walks the wisdom I so need the Elders and the healers,how is it I have seperated myself from the healing waters?
I beg of you Creator in tearful prayer what more of trouble must I face,where is the path I must trace to struggle through it?
How far the ancestors fires seem to be this night,how cold they seem though bright shining in the skies are they watching over?
Where are the songs of my ancestors that once cheered my way,I can not hear their joy are they displeased with me?
There seems to be a wall between these things and me,where grandmother are the dreams that always comfort me?
So long it seems I have been away from the spirit kin,I need I think the spring rains to put the warmth and joy back in my life.
Time crawls when troubles come the sky seems filled with grey clouds,if only I could feel the smile of Grandmother sun on me.
Brother moon looks coldly down as if he is disdainful,my whole being cries out for warmth and love,please Creator send it to save me!
granny!